Something In My Head

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So I bet people are going to want something profound here considering this is my first blog after all. In all honesty....this post will be nothing important. I have a terrible migraine, albeit not as bad as yesterday as I'm able to function and use the computer, but nonetheless it is only this way due to the high concentration of Excedrin that is floating through my bloodstream.

I feel as though I have a small man in my head. What this small man has with him is a long, sharp piece of metal. What is he doing with it you ask? Well this charming small man in my head has decided to take his sharp metal piece and drag it back and forth, back and forth, back and forth, inside of my head. Afterward he will stop for a while, give me a sense of hope that maybe the worst is over.....and then in a flash he continues his assault on the inside of my skull behind my right eye socket.

The sad thing here is this, I have such a high tolerance to medication that in order for me to get any relief whatsoever I have to practically take lethal dosages. Now my children what happens when you take a lethal dosage of something? You die, that is correct! So now my choices are:

-to suffer with the pain, getting brief respite in between attacks to type or get things done

OR

-to possibly risk ODing on medication to make the pain stop.

Decisions, decisions.

I must stop now because I can feel the slow build up of pain beginning. I will write more later on when I'm out of pain or heavyily medicated. Either way it should be fun!